I Became the Little Demon in Leading Role's Family

Chapter 646: Chapter 656: You Actually Want to Lose Me Again

Nan Jin looked at Nan Xi, who could only ask why others failed to see her efforts.

“Why do you think that others should notice your efforts? If they can’t see them, it only means one thing: you’re not doing enough.

Besides, I only care about results, not the process.”

Nan Jin looked at Nan Xi coldly, as if she was a disposable person. Where did she get the confidence to accuse him?

“Why can’t you see it? I’m your daughter, the daughter you abandoned in your youth.

You left me at my grandmother’s house, where I suffered immensely, and later went to Bai Da’s father’s place.

What have you done as a biological father?

I never asked my father to be wealthy, but at the very least, he should have been by my side, shouldn’t he?”

Tears filled Nan Xi’s eyes; she was in great pain.

Shouldn’t Nan Jin feel guilty? But he didn’t.

His heart only had room for Ye Xiu, he probably couldn’t see anything else.

“I know I may not have been the child you hoped for.

But from the moment I was born, I became your daughter, didn’t I?

I don’t ask that you treat me well, but please don’t just focus on my faults.”

Tears fell from Nan Xi’s eyes, her gaze tinged with a hint of despair.

But it also held a shred of hope, as if she longed to see a change in Nan Jin.

“All this time, I’ve been cautious because I’m not truly my parents’ child, to put it simply, I’m just someone fostered by others.

I must be well-behaved, I must be sensible. I have to speak sweetly, I have to be obedient.

That way, I can become the child they like.

The thought of my father not wanting me, it aches in my heart every time it crosses my mind.”

Nan Xi clutched her chest, enveloped in sadness and grief.

“I’m scared, how could I not be?

Suddenly my father disappeared, I was thrown into a strange environment, abused, scolded, left hungry and cold.

They even made me do chores; I never did chores at home.

I don’t know how I survived that desperate time, all I know is that

later when I arrived at Bai Da’s father’s house, it was as if I finally found a place where I could feel at ease.

As if I finally had a place where I could relax a little.

But even so, I was still afraid.

Afraid of not being liked, afraid of being disliked.

I was obedient, I was good, I was sensible.

And yet, I still missed my own father.”

Nan Xi’s words were heartfelt, and she couldn’t help but let her tears fall. Looking at her, one would feel very sad and distressed.

It appeared she really had been through a lot, though she didn’t know how to voice it.

She had suffered so much injustice.

But as for Nan Jin, did he feel anything at all?

Not only that, but he also knew many truths.

The reason Nan Xi got beaten was that she wasted food, refusing to eat anything, but it wasn’t as if her grandmother was a good person either.

When it came to being brought to Bai Da’s Family, Nan Jin didn’t really know what to say.

That is, everyone could tell that Nan Xi hadn’t really suffered; even Bai Da complained about the hardships she faced.

But in reality, Nan Jin didn’t want to know, and didn’t need to.

Because whether or not Nan Xi was doing well didn’t really matter much to him; acknowledging her existence was already quite something, to expect anything else would just be too greedy.

Nan Xi kept talking, without stopping.

“Even if I had a good life, my heart was always sad, wondering if I wasn’t good enough. Hence my father didn’t want me.”

Slowly, Nan Xi collapsed to the ground, her eyes seemingly void of any spark of light.

She was so sad, so heartbroken.

Why had it come to this?

Why treat her like this?

“Am I not good enough, Dad? Tell me. I can change… I really can change.”

Nan Xi controlled her each and every expression finely; when it was time to shed tears, she did, when it was time to feel sad, she expressed it, when it was time for despair, her eyes went hollow.

It all seemed really heartbreaking.

But all these had to take place without being noticed.

After being schemed against and hearing these words, Nan Jin only had one feeling: Nan Xi was scheming and ambitious.

But as for ability, she was just mediocre.

Indeed, there was some intention, but if your abilities were lacking, you would end up being a laughingstock.

“Nan Xi, since you know I abandoned you back then, how can you possibly think I’d pick you up again now?

Don’t overestimate your importance; to me, you are nothing.”

Yan Jin looked at Nan Xi with persistent coldness, listening to her this long was purely out of curiosity to see how foolish Nan Xi could be.

Expecting to play on the emotions of someone who had no feelings for her was wishful thinking.

Better to say what benefits she could bring to him.

Maybe then, he would listen a little longer.

Nan Xi was completely baffled by Nan Jin’s words; she didn’t understand what he meant at all.

“Do you think that by crying a little and saying a few words, I would start treating you better?

Nan Xi, instead of pinning your hopes on others, think about what you can bring to them.

You don’t want to give up anything, yet you expect to receive; who do you think you are?”

As if just a few words would get her what she wanted; life wasn’t that cheap.

“Now, either you start losing weight following my steps or get out. You’ll receive a living allowance of two hundred a month; support yourself with that.

After you turn eighteen, just scram.”

Nan Jin had also come to a clear understanding by now, that Ah Xiu simply didn’t like Nan Xi.

Given that, why should he bother helping Nan Xi? The most he could do is use her in a marriage alliance in the future.

After saying his piece, Nan Jin turned and returned to his room without looking back.

Nan Xi was simply not important to him.

If she were disobedient, he could cast her out at any time.

So, it all depended on how valuable Nan Xi was to him.

Nan Xi’s eyes were swollen and red; she had hoped that her words would serve as a wake-up call, making Nan Jin realize his mistake and apologize to his daughter.

But it wasn’t so.

Nan Jin actually wanted to throw her out.

Wasn’t she Nan Jin’s treasured daughter?

Why couldn’t she understand the character she created for herself?

The character design of Nan Jin wasn’t supposed to be like this; there must be some mistake.

Indeed, even now Nan Xi still believed these people were merely characters from her book, every move, every word, should conform to her will.

But Nan Jin’s cold gaze and harsh words caught Nan Xi off guard, leaving her not knowing what to say for a moment.

“Dad, are you really going to abandon me again?”

Nan Xi could hardly believe it was true.

“That’s the plan.”

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