I Became the Little Demon in Leading Role's Family

Chapter 687: Chapter 696 I Can’t Spit it Out, I Can’t Spit it Out

Bai Fei had managed to eat at noon by forcing herself, but now that she felt better, she immediately ran to the bathroom and vomited everything out.

It wasn’t until there was nothing left to throw up that she finally felt much better.

Bai Zhi brought her something to rinse her mouth with.

“Did you want to vomit, or did your body want to?”

Bai Zhi looked at Bai Fei and asked earnestly. This question was actually very important.

During the meal, Bai Zhi had noticed that although Bai Fei seemed reluctant, she had eaten everything.

That meant that as long as she wanted to eat, she could actually do it.

But afterwards, she kept touching her mouth, looking very regretful.

That gesture was like… she wanted to induce vomiting.

If that was really the case, then the issue was actually psychological for Bai Fei.

She did not want to be fat; she felt that being fat was a sin.

If that was really the case, then even if the essential oil issue were resolved, it was uncertain whether she would continue to force herself to throw up, or whether she would eat at all.

Bai Fei’s face turned pale from vomiting, making her look particularly haggard.

“I… I don’t know. I just felt so guilty after eating so much, as if I would definitely gain weight. I couldn’t bear that reality.

So I wanted to induce vomiting…”

Bai Fei lowered her head, admitting the reality that she wanted to induce vomiting at this time.

It simply meant that whenever she felt she had eaten too much that day, if she was able to eat, she would also hope to vomit it back up. Because she couldn’t accept herself. After having eaten so much…

Wu Wa: “So you ate out of loneliness?” Better not to eat at all, at least it wouldn’t be suffering.

Indeed, she had been somewhat suspicious the instant she saw Bai Fei’s movement.

It was as if inducing vomiting had become a habit.

Many people become accustomed to inducing vomiting. At first, they use their fingers, but when eventually even their fingers can’t induce vomiting anymore.

When pressing on the tongue no longer brings anything up, they would consider using a tube.

Something like a soft hose, inserted to press on the esophagus in order to achieve the purpose of vomiting.

If it’s just once or twice, it’s not too bad, but it would harm the teeth. Bai Zhi had once seen a news piece that claimed inducing vomiting can become addictive.

It meant you would find it increasingly difficult to control yourself. Constantly inducing vomiting could lead to anorexia…

And now, Bai Fei could force herself to eat.

Perhaps due to the diet pills, but the urge to induce vomiting was also there.

“Do you know that inducing vomiting can be addictive?”

This fact, in reality, is not noticed by the person doing the inducing. Sometimes it takes a reminder from someone else for them to have an epiphany.

Because for them, inducing vomiting feels normal.

“No way? I eat very little normally, and sometimes I can’t eat at all. I don’t often eat.”

As expected. Bai Fei appeared in disbelief. To her, the main problem was her desire not to eat.

Along with hair loss and dizziness.

Every time she felt dizzy, it was as if the whole world was spinning, everything turning around her.

“That’s what everyone who induces vomiting says,” said Bai Zhi with some helplessness. She thought maybe Bai Fei needed a psychologist.

Bai Fei: “…”

Since the test results would take three days, Bai Zhi and the others decided to wait at the hospital.

Bai Xiang also found out about the morning’s events and slapped Bai Fei twice; she wouldn’t interfere, it was best for the sisters to sort it out themselves.

Dinner was brought by Bai Xin, who had cooked several dishes, and everyone ate together in the hospital room.

“Knock, knock, knock…”

All eyes turned to the door; it was Xu Yan.

“Senior?”

Bai Fei looked towards Xu Yan with surprise, noticing that he was holding a thermal container in his hands.

Bai Fei was over the moon. Was the senior delivering food to her?

“Hello, it’s Han Feng who asked me to come. Because he suddenly had to go back for something urgent, he asked me to deliver meals to Bai Zhi every day, fearing she wouldn’t eat enough. Here’s tonight’s dinner.”

Xu Yan handed the dinner to Bai Zhi, who was somewhat bewildered.

“You can’t say no to it, I’ve been paid already, and I won’t refund if you don’t take it.”

He said it with a smile and an open demeanor.

“Okay, I’ve got it.”

Bai Zhi took it over. This seemed like something Han Feng would do.

Bai Fei could barely maintain her smile. It turned out it wasn’t for her.

Then, Xu Yan took out a box of pastries and handed them to Bai Fei.

Bai Fei finally lifted her smile again, “This is for you, Bai Xin. From tomorrow on, a waiter from my shop will come to deliver the meals. If I didn’t have to explain the reason, to be honest, I wouldn’t have dared to come.

I’m sorry my situation caused you trouble.”

Xu Yan clearly understood that he was part of the blame for the midday incident and that he shouldn’t have come now.

It was just that Han Feng wanted to stand up for her, and he had his own reason to come.

“Thank you, senior.” Bai Fei instantly accepted it, smiling like a blossoming flower.

“Then I’ll be going now.”

Xu Yan said his goodbyes politely.

“Sure, goodbye, senior.”

Bai Fei said her goodbyes to Xu Yan, quite gleefully.

Her gaze stayed on the small box, and when she opened it, she saw several green rice balls, soft and looking very tempting.

On Bai Zhi’s side, the dishes were unpacked: dry pot spareribs, green pepper pork stir-fry, and braised lion’s head meatballs.

“Each one is a main course. Han Feng is really…”

Bai Xin was somewhat surprised after seeing the spread; she was aware of Han Feng’s reputation.

Back then, even when Xingxing herself was struggling, he would help her, so it wasn’t surprising that Han Feng did this.

“I ran into him today, he said he’d be around for a few days, maybe something came up.”

Bai Zhi brought out the food, urging Bai Xin and the others to hurry and eat, “Auntie, eat quickly before it gets cold.”

Bai Zhi picked up a braised lion’s head meatball, eating it up in two bites. After taking a bite, she savored it carefully, detecting the taste of lotus root.

That was something she would add. If she had been only suspecting before, then the name of the shop, those dishes, and the fact that she never liked green rice balls were enough to confirm something.

This Xu Yan was the Xu Yan she knew,

The Xu Yan she considered family. But why was he here, or rather, could he have always been from around here?

It all seemed enveloped in fog. She couldn’t see through it, couldn’t understand.

“Xingxing, this sparerib tastes good, have a piece.”

Bai Xin gave Bai Zhi a sparerib, and Bai Zhi bit into it, the taste familiar.

After dinner, Bai Xin started cleaning up while Bai Fei was still enjoying the green rice balls.

Each bite seemed especially delicious, but watching her, Bai Zhi got the feeling that she might still induce vomiting.

Sure enough, it wasn’t long before she became agitated.

“I don’t want to throw up, this was made for me by the senior. But it’s indigestible, right, could it have a lot of calories?”

The next second, Bai Fei stood up, then started saying, “I can’t throw up, I mustn’t throw up,”

She was almost in tears with anxiety, but still instinctively wanted to head to the bathroom.

Bai Xiang also noticed the problem and grabbed hold of Bai Fei.

“What are you doing?”

Bai Fei’s tears came flooding out, “Brother, I don’t want to vomit, but I’ll definitely get fat if I eat so much.”

And if she got fat, she would be ugly, and if she were ugly, no one would like her.

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