My Servant System

Her expression was blank and rather cold - not because she was callous or trying to be emotional, but instead because her facial expression could not do anything at this moment besides remain completely blank - but while she stared at me, those two bottomless pits of the darkest black boring into my very soul, her voice was what gave away her emotions.

It twinged and undulated, cracking slightly as she pleaded with me to understand what was wrong with her and not judge her for it, to continue treating her the same way I had been and not look at her differently...

Sadly, it was impossible to have this knowledge and not view my mate differently, to not see this ’flaw’ of hers and look at her a different way than normal, but just because she was no longer ’flawless’ - in terms of at least being rather ’normal’ mentally when compared to Jahi and I on a blank sheet of paper - that didn’t mean that I was going to be pushing my mate away all of a sudden.

She had accepted me when she learned that I was rather... crazy on my own too, just like Jahi and Leone had accepted me when they learned that I had a strong, deep rooted and ingrained desire to spill blood and inflict suffering onto anything that was sentient enough to recognize pain and feel terror.

That was most definitely not normal, and I could admit it even if I didn’t want to hear it; but I was rather open about that part of me, and I hadn’t concealed it from anyone, let alone my lovers, but even still, could I really compare my oddity with hers?

I knew I wanted to draw blood and torture people, but I also knew that I could do so to anyone I wanted - free will was so very incredible to have, wasn’t it~? - whereas Anput had a part of her hyper fixating on certain things outside of her control, thinking of things that were so heinous not even I would have contemplated them as quickly as she had.

Who actually would have thought of forcing Yasmin to have a miscarriage before impregnating her right after that?!

That was just insane, so I had to remind myself that whatever it was that Anput was suffering from, whatever was ’wrong’ with her mind, that wasn’t something that I could use to judge her, and it suddenly made me realize why she was just so adamant on not telling us about this back when Sla’Caligo had summoned up our hidden desires.

Her’s hadn’t been on the dot perfectly, so maybe this wasn’t her real, true hidden desire, but it was certainly one of them since... well, as I looked down from her face to just readjust myself for a moment, I saw her erect cock straining against her pants.

It seemed so out of place for this discussion, and yet at the same time, I knew that a multitude of things could cause an erection outside of lust, namely the sudden influx of emotions at a high level would stimulate the body and cause an erection.

Still though, it was rather jarring for us both, since Anput followed my gaze after a moment and blinked, confusion settling in for a moment as she realized she was harder than a rock at the moment, which made it easier for me since her eyes were no longer unsettlingly fixated on my own; it wasn’t a normal stare, what she did earlier, and it just felt off...

Now though, I bit my lip and quickly went over some of my thoughts, wondering what I could do and what the best way to comfort her was, before deciding that the best way was to do exactly what it was that she had been trying to do that got her to admit all of this to me; have sex on this table like wild animals.

Well... maybe not passionate, rough sex like she had wanted, but sex nonetheless, and I reached forwards and pulled her closer to me, resting her head on my breasts as I whispered "I... I can’t say I would ever begin to know how terrifying that is, Anput, to have a part of me whispering such horrible things to me, but... you’re not alone now, and you haven’t been for a long, long time. We were all here for you, no matter what; through thick and thin, we were going to be here for one another till death do us part, remember?"

Stroking her hair, I took a deep breath and stamped down on my negative emotions for now, instead accepting my ’darker’ ones that were demanding we just get to it right now, so... I did, running my other hand down her back and stroking the base of her tail gently, causing the Jackalkin to shudder and moan into my breasts as that sensitive part of her body was teased.

"I would never leave you, Anput, nor would I ever let you suffer if I could help it. And... I’ll admit, I don’t know what to do to help you, Anput; I don’t know how to assuage whatever mental anguish this voice in your head causes you, but Anput... please, remember this..."

Even as I continued to tease her, even as she reached around me and grabbed at my ass, I leaned forwards and kissed her on the head between her ears, whispering "I love you so, so much, Anput... forever and always, no matter what the world wants either of us to think, no matter what happens to or around us... I will always love you, Anput."

The Jackalkin nuzzled further into my tits as she shivered, her body trembling slightly as she remained silent, though I could feel a slight amount of wetness gathering on the cloth covering my chest, something that made my own eyes water as I continued to hold her there for a minute or so, the two of us just basking in one another’s presence instead of doing or saying anything.

When she got back to ’normal’, Anput shuffled around and readjusted her face, looking up at me with slightly puffy eyes as she said "I... I love you too, Kat... Gods I feel so fucking stupid..! I could have said this all earlier and we could have been having raw, steamy, creampie sex right now!"

And almost instantly, I had to roll my eyes as the childish and ’idiotic’ Anput I had come to know and love was back, the Jackalkin grinning at me as she fondled my butt and shook her head, enjoying the softness of my breasts on her face.

Even still, her body was somewhat shaky as she kissed my exposed skin, and I could smell the worry on her still as her pheromones gradually filled the room again, so I knew that despite sounding like she was fine, Anput was still very much in a fragile state and in need of care. "We can... discuss more of this later then..? With everyone present? Or are you going to leave this between just us?"

"Yeah... later... All of us together, preferably with you and Leone laying on your stomachs after Jahi and I get done filling you up-? Does that sound like a good plan~?"

She continued to try and hide her emotions - her real, true, deep emotions - beneath a layer of her normal attitude and actions, the Jackalkin slipping her hands beneath my belt and grabbing my ass directly, while her tongue trailed across my exposed cleavage as she tried to distract me from what we had just discussed.

It was a poor attempt, but the unspoken plea was clear to me, so I just sighed softly and released my mate, slowly trailing my fingers up my shirt before unbuttoning it for her, showing her more of my skin and eventually baring my breasts to her, which she dove into right away.

Her lips trailed across my skin quicker than my fingers had, and I shivered as she latched onto my nipple, the Jackalkin’s fangs brushing against the sensitive bud as she sucked and nibbled on it, before her eyes lightened up considerably as I reached down and began to undo my belt too, allowing me to pull my pants off and reveal my slightly wet panties to her, something that made her perk up right away.

Moving away from my breasts, Anput wrenched my legs apart and used her teeth to tear at the fabric of my panties, baring my pussy and making me blink in surprise as she buried her face between my thighs instantly, the Jackalkin’s objective even clearer than her plea had been as she began to make out with my lower lips.

So I grabbed her head and pulled her closer, squeezing her cheeks with my thighs and indulging her as she grabbed at my thighs and buried herself even further between them, doing her best to drown herself in my body as a distraction from what she had just admitted.

And honestly, it was one hell of a distraction compared to what I had initially planned, which was just to take her for a ride or let her fuck me from behind; this was definitely much better than that...

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